Strange attractions.

Well, I have always been attracted to fictional characters. I might as well put that out there now. I still dream about characters being in more than friends relationships with me.(or at least a version of myself within that universe.Self-insert SUE ME) And usually I don't have a problem with this outside the "NO ONE MUST EVER KNOW ABOUT THIS at least not outside the internet :| " thought that follows me everywhere as I don't tend to share my feelings about people that don't exist. However this is a case that actually perturbs me a little bit. I have never been attracted to horror movie villains ever. I find them interesting when they're that way to me, but mostly I would never want to ever do more than write to them sometimes. And barely even that out of paranoia. So this leads to my surprise and mild disturbance when I find that I am actually very much attracted ( in a vaguely romantic mostly platonic way) to the uh duo from the original title of a series that I dare not name, that is how much I am embarrassed by the whole thing. Apparently it's rather common from what I seen, as I've noted confessions of people on horror-movie-confessions finding that they either ship the pair or would engage in a threesome with the two. And that they find them to be quite sexy. Me, I would rather just know them well and be close to them, though I'm uncertain if they would harm me in the process though I read one way not to get killed by a serial killer is to befriend and/or date them so...  While one half of the duo more resembles the typical bad-boy but still fascinating in his own way..it's my attraction to the other that really uh scares me. This other guy, he's attractive in the physical sense I suppose but the way he behaves is openly strange and a bit off-puting and not normally what I would look for in a guy at all. But I'm really drawn to him and it's really really strange to me and I don't know what to do. I should probably just shut up and fantasize already but the thought kind of concerns me because these feelings more or less developed out of nowhere.-sigh- Make the best of these feelings.