Disconnect.

I’m not feeling much of anything lately. I tend to live in the mind and the disconnect between me and “human” is growing greatly. This I’m still adjusting to as for so long I suppose I assumed that i was..human just by the facts of my biology, similar to my reluctant female-status but both of those things are no longer suitable for identifying me which is a strange place to be for now. The most “human” I guess trait is my attachment to music. Holy hell, I really adore it..as much as I can adore anything. Still I could literally just stay in my room and read and listen to music and not be bothered with anyone else, I’d be okay. Well..I’d also use internet as a portal to the outside world more or less. I-I don’t even know what the point of this post was but I thought I’d put that out there.


The more that this disconnect seems to grow, the stranger I seem to feel. Things are just blurring more and more around me, and I really don't much care anymore about anything. I tend to wander the world possessed by my dreams and thoughts and ..I don't really know much about anything anymore. But this confusion does not upset. It's just something I seem to be experiencing.