Another post

A figure haunts the backgrounds of many and comes to the forefront more often than anyone would dare admit. However, he is his space rather easily. In a time where everything is expected at once and no patience is spared, where stimulus is directed at people constantly. It's rather easy for this figure to gain prominence among people. Especially the youth. Oh the youth, among whom his presence is damn near omnipotent. One would describe him as slovenly regal.. but even then that implies some effort to look regal. There is no trying, no sense of caring. A complete boredom and indifference to surroundings. This figure remains rather present in all.. and I must admit is a rather good friend of mine. At least when it comes to certain things. It's easy to let his presence slip over you when fading out of caring about something, anything anyone. When one is so detached from the general experience of those they go through life with though with greatly differing perspective, it's so convenient to let the figure slip over and protect one from getting hurt. I've done it time and time again. Perhaps one day I'll break out from under his hold, but is it inherently bad that I seriously have my doubts?


That was a small writing that I had recently gotten around to doing.
Not that I hadn't been writing quite a bit lately, I have but a lot of it hadn't been so directly personal. Because I roleplay so regularly, I'm often more invested in whatever happens to my character than myself. My life is just so..ordinary in it's routine and while my character's is sometimes the same, knowing that he is definitely not ordinary in ways that I can easily define so I can get invested in all the things he gets involved in. Okay, okay, I admit to have been writing drabbles about a pairing involving my rp-character and that's been taking up quite a bit of my time.  That's really why I had gotten to personal in my writing. I really don't see too much of a problem with it though. People really do seem to enjoy my drabbles, at least those who have seen them. I was referred to as a daughter of Aphrodite. Which I find amusing as I would clearly be a creation of Hephaestus before being any kind of daughter of Aphrodite. But I guess that means I'm fairly good at romantic writing. At least when it comes to this pairing, as I really don't care for anything else. I can admit to being rather selfish in my intentions, that's why I very rarely share my results..I share with people who I know will more than likely accept my pairing and my writing. ..In any measure the writing seems to come across fairly well. So I'm glad that people appreciate my writing style at the very least, if not the subject matter from time to time. 

Irritation.

New Semester

Hmm I’m kind of looking forward to this new semester though I have to get my act a bit more together. At least grades wise. I must end up working a bit harder. Sure, it doesn’t matter once you’re out of college but..when you’re right in the middle of it..it matters. But then again, that’s the expectations I have for myself more than anything else talking. Nonetheless, I’m just looking to make the most of it. And also new roommate. Hopefully that isn’t a catastrophe. Not like the last one necessarily was but they moved out for reasons I still have no bleeding clue about. -shrug- humans. 


I'm going to be taking development of American thought, Game Genre Development, Computer Science 1 (intro to c++ programming) and honors calculus 2. Not a lot of classes, but I'm almost certain I'll have to do a fair amount of crap for them. So I can't say I'm thrilled. Though I'm interested in the Game Genre Development and the development of american thought class.(kind of has always been a social science type in spare time)