I'm not one for showing how I feel very often, and even when I attempt to do so, it fails horribly as I'm just not used to showing these damn human emotions. Oh the disconnect from understanding emotions, isn't it wonderful~ :| Nonetheless, the most difficulty I have is when I use text, I mean I seem to make my point fairly well while using text and I tend to be pretty decent at conveying sarcasm with regards to that sort of things. Sarcasm, the only thing I seem to be able to communicate worth crap in these days. -shrug- Nonetheless, when I do want to be..uh sincere(?) I tend to use emoticons. Not an obnoxious amount of them mind you but the occasionally smiley face to convey that I am indeed saying something nice or something of the sort. It seems to be the only way that people tell what i'm thinking lately, and even then, I must admit..I'm pretty difficult to read. Oh the joys of not being a very good communicator outside of the written word and even in these medium, I am reluctant to display any sort of emotion that comes to me because it comes so rarely and isn't typically expressed. Except when it concerns my own well-being, which I must say isn't a pretty picture when I think more about it.I don't specifically have a whole lot that I want to talk about other than that..so there's that.
In other news, I'm dreading going home for Thanksgiving. I don't want to leave my dorm. Not at all. I don't really care for seeing my family and the whole holiday thing is greatly draining. But at least I'd see my cousin. But I have too much school work to deal with the holiday right now. Ugh.
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