I really need to stop being so attracted to this guy in my theatre organization. It's not a terrible attraction and I will likely not act on it whatsoever. However, I can't help but think he would be good to hug.. and maybe kiss, I don't really know. But I do like the idea of being cuddly and holding hands with him. But still being pretty chill. What does this mean ugh.. and it doesn't help that there is at least on other guy that I feel this way about. And still, I will likely never tell him either. So I just sit in silence. Thinking about what could never happen.