Well. In the midst of school fuckery and such, I…I’ve been thinking a lot about relationships. Albeit the kind I would pursue would be neither strictly platonic or romantic {though romantic gestures wouldn’t necessarily be rejected}.. it’s preferably be some kind of companionship with a fair dose of even slight physical affection regularly. (sometimes more sometimes not. It really depends) And then I stop to consider I think more about something I would like than actually pursuing it. I wonder why I do this why I seem to get caught up in the thinking of the arrangement rather than going out and getting it.. I don’t really know. I know I want it pretty badly, it’s just that I’m terrible at trying to say anything about these thoughts. Curse this weakness in verbal communication.
Also, I'm almost certain I bombed a test today..which isn't particularly pleasant whatsoever.
But at least I'll go to see Apocalyptic Movie as part of Geek Week tonight. I need to relieve some madness so there is that.
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