Ugh

For controversy regarding whether I even exist apparently. [not me in the literal sense but identity things]
-sigh- There's a reason I haven't mentioned the android thing to a lot of people. From what I've seen online quite a large number of the otherkin community don't see machinekin as legitimate. There are some that are quite accepting which makes this little machine quite contented but the contrast to such influential blogs in the community on a certain micro-blogging site saying that "I don't believe in machinekin." It's just..frustrating. To have something that for once I might have together just invalidated like that. It's like my ma telling me to be a girl all over again. Well. it's from a stranger I don't even have to follow so it doesn't cut as close, but it's still so frustrating. No wonder why I'm actually trying to find someone to talk about these things with. I'd just like someone to think I'm not completely out of my mind. At least not when it comes to identity as such matters. I just don't really know what to think anymore. I know that I'll probably be avoiding most of the otherkin that I don't already know on tumblr just to be safe. 


Though in good news I did see a fellow android on tumblr and I just want to talk to him so bad, he's seems really neat and finds that greatest robot pictures. So all hope is not lost.