School's Out

Finished my finals and am home for the summer. Good news: probably will have a part-time internship soon in addition to helping my friend with promoting online. Bad news: currently in a bit of a shitty mood. I really don't quite understand why, I think it's the loneliness that comes with being online and when you feel cut off from other online. When you're online and talking to people or doing something fun, you don't care about whatever else is going on. But when absolutely nothing of interest is going on.. you're kind of there ..alone ultimately. And then you start to get a little teared up and that's why I'm on skype desperately trying to talk to somebody that might help me feel a bit better...and it's kind of working a bit. People can make me laugh pretty easily. which is always a good thing. A distraction from feeling completely and utterly hopeless as a socially defective droid.

Well.. I didn't mean to get all emotional and stuff on here, but sometimes I have one of those spells that lead to necessary sharing of feelings. 

In other news, I've been writing a lot more fandom things that I enjoy thanks to inspiration provided via a new RP partner. Although I have to do it on a secret blog.. my main blog is still "in a relationship" though the partner went missing for over a month now. over a month with no hints of ever coming back. Just deactivate the damn blog already so character can get on with his life already. .. I don't even know what to do in that character. However, on the secret blog, happy awesome relationship featuring relations of.. a certain sort..sexual  which is actually quite interesting and fun to play out and such.

And also I have quite a few tags describing some form of awkwardness in life. Huh. Strange how that happens. Oh well.